wah, its been quite a while since i cried this much, no puffy eyes of runny nose, but still, a lot of tears. There was also quite the pain in my left arm and left chest near my heart, really dug into that and felt the pain and sadness of losing control. When I reflect on the things that have happened to me, I have met many people who are control freaks and want to exert their will over me (sadly my recent girlfriend was one of these people). I now see the pattern and understand why the pattern is as such. Interestingly enough, by instinct, when Simon shifted from helping us (and me) feel pain to reading out the abundance quotes, my entire body shifted from generally lying down to sitting up and even standing up to open up my body and energy. The only question left for me then is what is the best way to deal with control freaks, as in the way in which both parties win