Working on Anxiety which will take me away from the moment , on what happened to Bernice ,that scene of her flapping on the road like a fish being out of a pond i am truly scared to lose her on the spot,i did not get a chance to digest this feeling ,even now when loud bang ,ppl fell it gave me that scene that trauma,i yes have my imperfection,my selfishnessungratefulness,my own feelings of wants,needs,thru the gratitude exercise i am truly thankful that she is safe n well n all good as at times i will count is it 4 of us here having meals not dreaming,i am truly thankful n grateful for who n what i have now,those tender loving care, heart to heart connection,my mum,whom is well alive healthy n independent ,i move in the speed of gratitude ,ease,abundance,trust,ultimate finicial freedomand , i had created this beautiful memory of now the united,strong bonding ,heart connection family i...