I walked down many incidents that all gave me the same thought: "I'm a disappointment to my school, my friends, people who will get to know me, and most importantly, my family", stealing, assisting in loansharking, getting scammed out of money etc, though one of the first incidents that started it all was when I was rejected from playing football with my classmates when I was in Primary 4, ten years old. Out of anger, I snatched the football from all of them, and worse, when they asked for it back, i either threw the football at or kicked a classmate, before choking another. I got immediately reported to a teacher, for which i heavily and immediately regretted. For having the expectations of being a very well-behaved, diligent and intelligent student, to the point of being a teacher's pet, I completely shattered that when I was punished by having to go for detention because...